It’s hard looking back….I was lonely and had no-one to share my thoughts with. I mean, who would want to listen anyway???

As I have just typed up 6 months of my life in 2 days, the emotion it conjures up within is a strange one. I knew it would be hard to go back and I often ask myself why am I doing this? And I really don't know or do I? Maybe by typing them … Continue reading It’s hard looking back….I was lonely and had no-one to share my thoughts with. I mean, who would want to listen anyway??? →

December 1991

01 (Sunday) – Slept till about 3pm. Really boring day. Night was OK. I s’pose. Still thinking about G but there you go. All I could think was this time last week etc. 02 – Went into Tech. Much better with G. Went up town with him and was talking about family etc. good laugh … Continue reading December 1991 →

November 1991

01 (Friday) – Went to Birmingham. Good journey. Went to club at night. It was a goth club. It was OK. Tired. 03 – Stayed in. Didn’t go out much cos RS got tired real quick so stayed in most of week but had brill time. 04 – 06 – Went up town. Don’t like … Continue reading November 1991 →

September 1991

01 (Sunday) – WROTE AT TOP OF PAGE ‘HAVEN’T WROTE DIARY FROM 2/9/91 – 4/10/91 Then I have written diagonally in capitals across pages and so to show this I shall just type dates for the week with any notes I have wrote specifically to a day 02 – 08 with BACK TO COLLEGE and … Continue reading September 1991 →

August 1991

01 (Thursday) – No leads at work. Went to meditation, it actually broke through. The walk went through a woods and I sat cross legged in a clearing and I felt the sun + bright light penetrating then I began to rise above trees into and above clouds. Loads of people all ages seemed to … Continue reading August 1991 →

January 1990

01 (Monday) – Last day at Butlins Holiday Camp, Bognor Regis. Went to amusements during the day. GF is ill. Everybody stayed in (S,E, Mum and GF). I went to Ocean Bar. Sat on my own. Finally got the courage to speak to the boy I liked, 2nd time I spoke to him. His name … Continue reading January 1990 →

1990 – A year of two halves…

Hello, well I couldn’t wait too long to dig out my next diary of 1990, especially as I had written no entries for December 1989 and I was finding out about first loves, teenage fashion!! However, it is also the year my Mum died which was in the July, aged 42, on her birthday. As … Continue reading 1990 – A year of two halves… →

September 1989

01 – Went up town. Went to fair at night. Saw MG. went on Waltzers. 02 – GB, K, E, R, M and MG come round. MG got off with M. He’ll never go with me. I think I’m better than her. He said he’d stay the night but he never came back. 03 – … Continue reading September 1989 →

July 1989

01 - Worked today. Saw Z. See him tonight. Really boring but went quick. Went to TSC Disco. It’s alright. Saw Z. Asked if I wanted to go to Alton Towers. 02 – Met them at 12.30pm. Going to Alton Towers with L, Z and D. Stayed with them all afternoon. Saw them at night. … Continue reading July 1989 →

How Time Flies & back to June to 1989

Well I know they say time speeds up the older you get but where did the last 7 months go?? To be fair I have had lots of changes in my life in that time from a promotion at work (she takes a bow and thanks you) to an old college friend visiting who has … Continue reading How Time Flies & back to June to 1989 →