Poems laid bare Tonight I have been up in the loft room and recovered my poems and ramblings which I found all stuffed in polypockets in an old college folder. They are packed in together roughly in groups which span 2-3 years. I have not read these in many years but on sifting through them … Continue reading Poems – An Insight
Life & Diaries – An insight
Just like a pack of dominoes, each year of my life falls into the next 1988 to 1998 I went up in my loft room tonight and pulled out an old JD Sports drawstring bag which had kept my diaries together for the past 20 years. It's funny to think 10 years of my life … Continue reading Life & Diaries – An insight
Why?
Hello, I have been writing poems, ramblings and diaries on and off since I was 14 and now 31 years later, I have decided to share some of my original writings along with some new works which are as yet unwritten! I am a lover of music, theatre, books and film and through my life … Continue reading Why?
The Journey Begins
Thanks for joining me! The sun will rise The sun will set I hope within these hours My intentions I have met. Over this next year May I find my way To make the following desires Be a part of my everyday.
It’s hard looking back….I was lonely and had no-one to share my thoughts with. I mean, who would want to listen anyway???
As I have just typed up 6 months of my life in 2 days, the emotion it conjures up within is a strange one. I knew it would be hard to go back and I often ask myself why am I doing this? And I really don't know or do I? Maybe by typing them … Continue reading It’s hard looking back….I was lonely and had no-one to share my thoughts with. I mean, who would want to listen anyway???
December 1991
01 (Sunday) – Slept till about 3pm. Really boring day. Night was OK. I s’pose. Still thinking about G but there you go. All I could think was this time last week etc. 02 – Went into Tech. Much better with G. Went up town with him and was talking about family etc. good laugh … Continue reading December 1991
November 1991
01 (Friday) – Went to Birmingham. Good journey. Went to club at night. It was a goth club. It was OK. Tired. 03 – Stayed in. Didn’t go out much cos RS got tired real quick so stayed in most of week but had brill time. 04 – 06 – Went up town. Don’t like … Continue reading November 1991
October 1991
01 (Tuesday) – NOTHING MUCH HAPPENED AT TECH BUT GREAT TIME WITH EVERYONE AROUND. 02 – M’s got a car. M phoned about 10pm. It’s really nice. I didn’t know what to say but I’ll see him tomorrow nite. 03 – BLACK CROWES CAMBRIDGE CORN EXCHANGE – Went to work £23. Went back to Thetford. … Continue reading October 1991
September 1991
01 (Sunday) – WROTE AT TOP OF PAGE ‘HAVEN’T WROTE DIARY FROM 2/9/91 – 4/10/91 Then I have written diagonally in capitals across pages and so to show this I shall just type dates for the week with any notes I have wrote specifically to a day 02 – 08 with BACK TO COLLEGE and … Continue reading September 1991
August 1991
01 (Thursday) – No leads at work. Went to meditation, it actually broke through. The walk went through a woods and I sat cross legged in a clearing and I felt the sun + bright light penetrating then I began to rise above trees into and above clouds. Loads of people all ages seemed to … Continue reading August 1991
July 1991
01 (Monday) – Phoned R – got to phone him on Wednesday. Went into Lynn. Got card for E, S. Sent E’s off and sent letters off to RS and L. Council is sorting things out. OK. Went to meditation at nite and M doesn’t want us to go anymore because it’s too flowery for … Continue reading July 1991
Life after Redundancy, what did she do????
I cannot believe how much time has flown since I typed up the first half of the 1991 diaries. It's been two years to the day (except for this year it is a leap year lol) and SOOOO much has happened. I finally took voluntary redundancy, following a very stressful six month consultation involving just … Continue reading Life after Redundancy, what did she do????
June 1991
01 (Saturday) – NEW MODEL ARMY / THE MISSION & KILLING JOKE, FINSBURY PARK, LONDON – Went to gig. It was quite good but didn’t leave me on a high like they normally do. Danced for ‘New Model Army’ and ‘The Mission’. Didn’t like any other bands. There was loads of stalls there. Bought L … Continue reading June 1991
May 1991
01 (Wednesday) – NL and PG came round in morning so I stayed with them. Dossed in house all day with everyone. NL stayed the night. Got pretty heated, it was good and I could of let go a couple of times but I didn’t obviously. He holds himself well, it was good. I was … Continue reading May 1991
Where The Earth Meets The Water 